Wednesday, September 16, 2009
speechless
I don't really know how to describe my actual feelings and thoughts. Even though i know that things are impossible for us, ive never failed to keep update of whats going on in your life. I always tell myself, "Bas, forget about her. Once you let her go, its just hard for you to get her back." For once, i didnt want to believe that as i know that things might be able to work out in a way.After reading and knowing the truth behind the person's life, it saddens me. Little did i thought that i wasnt even being considered at all. A promise is just a saying, lets see how long the promise will last. I won't be shocked if you just walk away slowly. Again, i know where i stand in people's life. I don't want to be in their way. I can even give advices which i know that its a lost to me and a benefit for others. I just want the person to be happy.Thanks for opening my eye to the 'real' world. It really proves to me that chances are only given once in life. Hold it tight before you lose and regret. Rest assured, i won't repeat the same mistake. Things would be different from now. Im just hoping that you would have a great life and enjoy it while you can. PS: every hurtful moment is a lesson to be learnt.
Posted by Basirun Mansor at 10:19 AM
Monday, September 14, 2009
memories moment
It was my last day yesterday working at SOS last night. Oh my...how heavy was my heart to leave the place. The island was considered like my second home. Either im at home or staying late at work. I still remembered on this particular night when few of us when to ZOUK after work and Amir and me landed up sleeping at the island early in the morning. Only to be woken up by a 'Bhaiyah' who was watering the plants and he actually accidentally SPRAYED at us!I had many memories on the island. Love, hatred and friendships. To be leaving it all, its just something hard to bear. Even though i know that i would be meeting most of them again, the feeling of not working is just there. Now i know why Azili cried when she quit. Now, I feel the lost. Seriously, thats the place where i can forget all the problems and be happy. With all the staff making stupid pranks and jokes.Not forgetting the supervisors. i know there are people out there who despise them but heck! Who cares? To me, they are still humans and i respect them no matter what. In a way, i think they have managed to groom me in many ways. The trust which they have given me, is something i really appreciate. Even when i was saying my goodbye, surprisingly....they ask for a handshake and hug. They are indeed HUMANS people!On the last day, i was smart enough to delay the time doing report coz i know they were planning smt to sabo me. True enough they did! Too bad...they managed to crack only ONE EGG and pour cold water. To me...thats NOTHING YAW! Im the KING of SABO. Haha. Done many WORSE sabo to all the staff. So HANIS and AZILI...too bad. I managed to escape from being saboed! go read up the book on 'SABO FOR DUMMIES!' Nyahaha.Im done for now. I think i wrote enough. And yeah...i'm all excited for RAYA!!! The best thing, I did house cleaning today! All by myself! Haha. Hardworking BAS! Will talk more soon on my next post qey. PS: don't get hurt by how people treat you and smile always. :)
Posted by Basirun Mansor at 9:58 AM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
random post all mixed up
hey people!!! firstly, im sorry for not have been updating my blog! Been busy lately. With what, i myself not too sure.... Whatever it is, today's post would be a bit 'ROJAK' ok. Will mix up all the things which ive been facing lately and would just write on random things that come into my mind. (so people.......get ready for a LONG post!)
Sometimes i wonder, am i someone a girl worth to have as a bf? Or am i someone just fit to be just a 'close friend' to them? I hate it when ive put much feelings on this girl, and got to know that the friendship could not cross over than just 'close friends'. (tis is in general ok! no girl in particular) Sometimes i just think that im just too suitable to be just friends with them.
When i just want to treat that particular girl as a friend, she expresses her feelings. What can i do? I simply said, "sorry, for now lets just be friends". What happen next? The girl will get hurt and tend to drift away. Is this karma for me? When ive decided to totally FORGET bout someone, she just have to APPEAR back in my life.
The thing about me is, its hard for me without having someone special by my side. Why? Thx to my 5years relationship that made me feel that having a gf is part of my life and happiness. Its been a while since i led a 'single' life. It has been great and i tink its better this way. But still, whenever i see couples around, it just make my heart saddens. Wondering why..........
Enough said bout stupid relationship stuff. Im just gonna go with the flow. If things are meant to be yours, it will be yours. Im tired of chasing after stuff which i know that i cant attain. Life has to move on. Niwaes, im doing fine for now....getting to know more weird people. but its fun though!
Thats for now people! will update again! DONT NAG AT ME PLEASE!
PS: Accept whatever weakness you have in life and learn from it. :)
Posted by Basirun Mansor at 8:23 PM
